Posts tagged personal
Posts tagged personal
Welp..my baby love has been gone a little over a week now. We finally have a routine :). I set my alarm clock for 6 am every morning, so we can text/call b4 he goes night night. By 2 pm my time …which is his morning we have a long conversation via phone b4 he goes to work. I quit my job, due to giving me way to many clients w/out much breaks. Being a massage therapist is hard work. I applied at 6 different places, hoping to get 2 jobs at least. I gave myself a week to be a know good..sad, negative nancy! My best friend/ roommate went home for thanksgiving. .so ill be spending it alone. ..if only my family didn’t live 1,300 miles away. ..
It is what it is..I’m still debating if I should go home for Christmas. I just want to work, and save money….of course the hubby would like me to go home. .and my family. .just dont want to spend the money…im so cheap lol. .well that’s all folks!
See you later baby boy.
First night…..Vegas bitches :) sorry for being a lame ass whore and not updating. We moved out of our apartment, that I absolutely loved. On the upside we moved in with our best friends…well my best friend, and our husbands work together…since they’re deploying soon I didnt want to go back to chicago, due to having a UH-MAZING job. This way we wont be alone while our hubbys are gone…& we wont have the issue of some one bringing guys home like my last experince… I mean come on when you haven’t been laid in 7 months you really dont want to hear that shit…or im just a selfish cunt…but it is what it is… anywho for those who have stuck around during my dry spell my deepest apologies! This bitch is back!
That moment when you are staring at the computer screen for to long. …
&& your make up burns the shit out of your eye balls.
Well I already decided it’s to early in the morning to sleep. The perk of this is now I don’t have to share my husband. I have a legit reason to hold him hostage. Nothing but junk food, movies, laughter, underwear, sex, && cuddles for “dis” bitch. seriously,I need more melatonin. I miss sleep…
I had the BEST sex last night/ this morning…So great I might have to sanitary every room in the house…especially, the counter tops….
one more week..one more week….awwww man. I’m so over sleeping alone…..
here’s a little catch up on my life/ issues lol :) since I have sucked on Tumblrrrr Recently! & I am very very sorry!
Yeah, that unpleasant bump, that makes it hard to swallow, sometimes hard to breathe depending on how much anxiety is pumping through my veins from missing him….
Even though I tasted his lips on mine not even 10 minutes ago..knowing Tomorrow, it will only be just a longing for more…I hate the way it teases me. knowing I wont feel them tomorrow..or the next day…or next week..hopefully next month, but that’s still way to long..
I know I have waited longer, but right now it feels surreal…I guess the reality of it is..In this life we live…Missing him is always going to be the challenge..& accepting that reality is even harder…