Posts tagged military s/o
Posts tagged military s/o
Welp. It’s been awhile since I have blogged anything more then pictures. I will like to take this moment to catch all my lovelies up.
It’s been 9 whole months since the babe got home from deployment & only 30 days of those months we been apart. 2/5 is getting better, last year Loren was gone for more than 3 1/2 months of the 6 months we had together before his deployment. Time is moving fast, and we are approaching another deployment. I am really not to nervous about it, he will just be on a boat. I will take that any day over Afghanistan again, That was nerve wrecking.
Whats up with us? We celebrated our 2 year wedding anniversary this month. What did we do? We went to Catalina Island. We snorkeled, rode jet skis, had a picnic on the beach, and went on a yacht to have dinner. I got him a surround sound speaker system, Some stuff to take off me ;) & for me to take lick off him ;) He got me a canopy for our bed, he wants me to tell people he got me a car for our anniversary. He did get me a car it’s a 2012 Mitsubishi Spyder Eclipse convertible. Although I didn’t pick it out.. Loren just wanted me to have something Sporty & Sexy “like me” He got it really because I finished school & I’m starting a new career. So it was kind of a congratulations! however I never like big things just given to me so I told him with this new career of mine.. I’m going to pay for the car. He’s not to happy about that, But he will deal because it’s better then him taking on my independent ego ;). We have always been a team, but we seem to be more teamie than usual it’s pretty great & beautiful. I love that we are really busy with life this year..& we have been just growing together.
5 am..can’t sleep, my tummy hurts…I can’t get up to see if it’s just a poopy, because my husband is sleeping on me,…so what if i can’t sleep, or I may shit my self…I never felt more calm, happy….at home..for the last 8 months..so0o0 ultimately none of that stuff matters :) I now realized how much of myself was missing..he took it with him to Afganiland…now he’s back..& I feel “normal” again…he’s the earth..& i’m the moon..his gravitational pull centers me..completes me…sigh…serenity..
I just got a really sexaaaah care package from the hubby! for my 21st!! birthday :)) ..
Which is in 6hrs!!
Been drinking, ask me anything :))
He is so0o0o sweet! most the time ;) we both can be butt heads but I love him for it anyways
Once again It’s time to find a new place! anybody have good suggestions.. for apartments in Oceanside California? or San Clemente?
forever && Always…my sweet sex muffin, I pinky!
Closer to this deployment ending, the hubby has been contacting me less which is okay.. But I hate feeling distant from him. He’s my best friend my everything. I understand that it’s hard for you to be all emotional when there’s 40 marines standing behind you waiting for the phone. I know your more conservative than me..but there should be nothing holding you back from telling me how you feel about me, when I’m recovering from 1 broken rib,4 bruised, and a concussion. All I want right now is to hear your sweet sweet words, since I have know one, here helping me around lol. The slightest movement makes me flinch with pain. I’m just happy you are calling me as often as you can checking in on me. & I also am happy to know your going to stop being so shy around others by starting with talking about how much you love me for 1 minute of each phone call to show that know one cares that your just a marshmallow ;) We are so close baby && what you said today melted my heart and made me cry..which is easy to do when you open your heart
"Baby, everyone here knows how much we love each other, My Sgt. even commented on how we are one of the strongest married couples in our shop. He has gotten involved in everyone else relationships, but our’s. I trust you with all my heart. Every guy here is worried about their wife or girl friend, I’m not worried, you wear your heart on your sleeve, and you tell me everything. When bad things happen you take care of it, & I don’t even know about it, until weeks later because you don’t want to worry me. Which is sweet because I am a worrier. You make my life here not so bad you keep me positive and driven. Everyone wants to go home and have a huge party, and I tell them I just want to go home to my wife and never let go of you until, I absolutely have to. From the day we first met 5 years ago, I knew I could never let you go; if I was deployed for 10 years.. I would set you free but fight until I die to get you back. Every moment that I’m on watch all I do is Day dream about being with you. Sitting in our car at the beach with all the windows down, listening to Red Hot Chili Peppers & you laying on my chest like always, just joking around and kissing me, giving me raspberries and tickling me so i squirm like a little bitch. I know now you need me more than ever & I am sorry I am not stepping up to the plate to keep you strong and positive. I didn’t call you for a few days to catch up on sleep & you where laying in a hospital bed, & you emailed me to tell me not to worry & that your fine and we will have the same battle scar under our eyebrow & made a joke about it to protect me… & I am scared to step out of my comfort zone. How selfish of me. I only ask one thing from you. Can you please help me break my shell? So please just smile on the other line and cry because I’m a sweet heart every phone call for the last minute? besides that.. Lets just joke around and sarcastically flirt with me the rest of the time like always. A real man would give you 100% of his heart no matter who’s around..bc I know you dont give a fuck. You tell me I’m sexy, handsome, small things about me that you adore in front of 1003435456 people. I only wish to be as comfortable as you make me feel when I’m away from my other half. I can do this baby thanks for making me strong and whole from so far away I love you with every fiber of my body my sexy brown sugar."
I cant be more grateful for my husband! So what he’s a little shy when he’s not around me.. It makes me feel good that my presents makes him want to shine..because when we are together he is far from shy! & I know he can get over this hump and it would help us get through our next deployment in 2014 so much easier! I love you baby! I know your strong, your the most beautiful person on this planet! & with out me you need to realize how much you can shine! I dont call you my sexy superman for know reason! I truly believe you are my super hero!
this was in 09