Posts tagged military s/o

5 am..can’t sleep, my tummy hurts…I can’t get up to see if it’s just a poopy, because my husband is sleeping on me,…so what if i can’t sleep, or I may shit my self…I never felt more calm, happy….at home..for the last 8 months..so0o0 ultimately none of that stuff matters :) I now realized how much of myself was missing..he took it with him to Afganiland…now he’s back..& I feel “normal” again…he’s the earth..& i’m the moon..his gravitational pull centers me..completes me…sigh…serenity..

I just got a really sexaaaah care package from the hubby! for my 21st!! birthday :)) ..
Which is in 6hrs!!

Been drinking, ask me anything :))

Once again It’s time to find a new place! anybody have good suggestions.. for apartments in Oceanside California? or San Clemente?

Closer to this deployment ending, the hubby has been contacting me less which is okay.. But I hate feeling distant from him. He’s my best friend my everything. I understand that it’s hard for you to be all emotional when there’s 40 marines standing behind you waiting for the phone. I know your more conservative than me..but there should be nothing holding you back from telling me how you feel about me, when I’m recovering from 1 broken rib,4 bruised, and a concussion. All I want right now is to hear your sweet sweet words, since I have know one, here helping me around lol. The slightest movement makes me flinch with pain. I’m just happy you are calling me as often as you can checking in on me. & I also am happy to know your going to stop being so shy around others by starting with talking about how much you love me for 1 minute of each phone call to show that know one cares that your just a marshmallow ;) We are so close baby && what you said today melted my heart and made me cry..which is easy to do when you open your heart

“Baby, everyone here knows how much we love each other, My Sgt. even commented on how we are one of the strongest married couples in our shop. He has gotten involved in everyone else relationships, but our’s. I trust you with all my heart. Every guy here is worried about their wife or girl friend, I’m not worried, you wear your heart on your sleeve, and you tell me everything. When bad things happen you take care of it, & I don’t even know about it, until weeks later because you don’t want to worry me. Which is sweet because I am a worrier. You make my life here not so bad you keep me positive and driven. Everyone wants to go home and have a huge party, and I tell them I just want to go home to my wife and never let go of you until, I absolutely have to. From the day we first met 5 years ago, I knew I could never let you go; if I was deployed for 10 years.. I would set you free but fight until I die to get you back. Every moment that I’m on watch all I do is Day dream about being with you. Sitting in our car at the beach with all the windows down, listening to Red Hot Chili Peppers & you laying on my chest like always, just joking around and kissing me, giving me raspberries and tickling me so i squirm like a little bitch. I know now you need me more than ever & I am sorry I am not stepping up to the plate to keep you strong and positive. I didn’t call you for a few days to catch up on sleep & you where laying in a hospital bed, & you emailed me to tell me not to worry & that your fine and we will have the same battle scar under our eyebrow & made a joke about it to protect me… & I am scared to step out of my comfort zone. How selfish of me. I only ask one thing from you. Can you please help me break my shell? So please just smile on the other line and cry because I’m a sweet heart every phone call for the last minute? besides that.. Lets just joke around and sarcastically flirt with me the rest of the time like always. A real man would give you 100% of his heart no matter who’s around..bc I know you dont give a fuck. You tell me I’m sexy, handsome, small things about me that you adore in front of 1003435456 people. I only wish to be as comfortable as you make me feel when I’m away from my other half. I can do this baby thanks for making me strong and whole from so far away I love you with every fiber of my body my sexy brown sugar.”

I cant be more grateful for my husband! So what he’s a little shy when he’s not around me.. It makes me feel good that my presents makes him want to shine..because when we are together he is far from shy! & I know he can get over this hump and it would help us get through our next deployment in 2014 so much easier! I love you baby! I know your strong, your the most beautiful person on this planet! & with out me you need to realize how much you can shine! I dont call you my sexy superman for know reason! I truly believe you are my super hero!

Like a normal wife who has a husband on deployment..our main goal is to make sure he’s happy and smiling every time we get the chance.. I was talking to Loren yesterday, about his ideal home coming…bc this day is 100% about him :), and we are passed half way :) ( WE GOT OUR WINDOW!!!) && my CRACK smoking husband (not really guys..we are not Bobby and Whitney lol..to soon?) came up with an Idea..of not having sex until after 72 hours.. after he takes me out, shows me off to the world,and makes me feel as special as he wanted me to feel, while he was deployed..only then will he have sex with me…My response. NO NO NO NO Treat me like a dirty nasty whore who stole your lunch money!! slap me around..throw me around like a rag doll..babe we are passed the point where you don’t have to buy a girl dinner first. Fuck it I want to be sexually harassed by you… I don’t want to be treated like a Princess….. It didn’t change his mind..oh well..
I guess the police will be called for raping my husband in the near future..If he still wants to play the prince charming role.. of course..I’m going to let him settle in take a shower, eat dinner, and possibly let him sleep for how ever long my baby needs to..but 72 hours of being around a man who makes me wet..by just staring at him is torture..after 7 months ..I hope it doesn’t come down to rape..but a women like me needs her needs met… asap lol.