Posts tagged lonely

No I am not lonely! I hate how people constantly, treat me like I’m a widow, or handicapped back home. I don’t need you to send me over food, flowers, constantly call, or send people over!

Jeez ma!! I spend a lot of time alone.. I like it I always leave a good 4 hours of alone time for myself or more even when my baby is home. I like to meditate, explore, practice guitar, write, and mess around on Tumblr. I always have & just because my hubby’s deployed, and I have more “alone” time doesn’t mean I am depressed, anti-social, or sitting in my room crying lol.. So please mom, I am asking you nicely please stop sending me plates of food! the fridge is full..& well I cant quit fit anything in there anymore..

Mr. Creepy Neighbor guy… Yes my man is away, and some times I just want to cuddle..But please please please get it through your head know matter how lonely I may seem I don’t need any other man cuddling me at night, just my husband. When it’s thunder storming..I don’t get scared, when the power goes out…So please stop coming over knocking on the door, trying to be my knight and shining armor because I already have one. May I also say please stop picking my flowers from my garden and taping them to my door..I know it’s you..& it’s getting weird..

Friends! Thanks for all the unexpected visits, and smothering me with your time..but.
Can I have one night were I can just turn off all the lights, light some candles take a bath, and lay around the house ass naked, playing guitar singing, and dancing.. Or watch all my Disney channel movies while drinking boxed wine out of the box… bc I be classy bitches!! :p with my pup pup… I do love you guys dearly!

Watching toy story three cant sleep…
so0o0o0o0o0o0 please ask me anything….
b4 I pass away from loneliness and lack of sleep…
Sincerely..
Insomnia victim

Only three days ago I hugged, and Kissed my husband for the last time for 7 long months. I am not going to complain so much, just because out of all the husbands in his shop he was the only one that has called me, and emailed me already. I have talked to him more than when he was in the field soo0o0 I feel a little better about this crappy situation. I know time is going to drag, but I already know how Happy I will be when it’s time for him to come home. I know our love is stronger then ever!!! I laugh when people say your a strong girl, to go so0o long with out seeing your husband, I simply say no I’m not our love is. We cant help who we fall in love with. The man I am head over heels for just happens to be a marine. I just keep wishing he comes home after 5 months instead of 7 or maybe earlier, but I’m not going to get my hopes up. I just hate being in our apartment when he’s not here. Thank god I pick up my mom on sunday, and start packing up to live with her. I plan on working two jobs and go to school. I gotta keep myself busy busy busy. Enough of laying in my bed with a box of tissues torturing myself listening to our play lists and watching our video’s. It’s time for me to be strong, and move on with my life know matter how much it hurts…I know I am not the only one.. sorry for complaining I just needed to get everything out. All 2/5 wives we got this. Stay strong write letters send care packages and keep your head up..that’s all we can do.